Wednesday, May 20, 2009

from my multiply :)

Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.

The ones who waited all night for him to text or message in YM. The ones who made it

through that
bitter hanging feeling, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to

have him walk back in months later like nothing ever happened.



We deserve something, and this is our tribute.


Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that

maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even

thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around

to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started

this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted

nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were

bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we

were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over

again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears

cried and dried all over again.
We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he

couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.
We trained ourselves

to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.
We learned to

SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.
Here's for

the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say

that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might

be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great

girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last

time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder
"what if". The

ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said

that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it.

This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.



This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us

that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were

going too fast, he needs time." Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how

stupid they felt.
The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces

again.
This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear

of an "I told you so."
The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake

ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again.
We knew that we

deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call where he said he was

going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care

about us.
We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY

realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart

again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into

anger, then disappointment.
Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve

better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing

more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.
Stay strong, and

remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather

than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how

long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the

radio, turn the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made

and tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don't answer

the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears,

the wasted moments and staying up all night



wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your

phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach

when you saw it wasn't him.
One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he

won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy

that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap!




And it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell

back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.




Just remember that in time, it will heal...Just dance with the music, whether it goes too slow or too fast.

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