IT WAS JUST ANOTHER BLADE TO TWIST IN MY HEART.

it was just another blade to twist in my heart.

i will never forget the times we were okay.
the time you were telling me everything you liked about me.
the times i've received text messages from you.
the sleepless nights texting with each other.
the way you woke me up every 12 in the midnight with just a text.
the way i alarmed my phone just so i can wake up cause i know when i open myu eyes i can see your name in my inbox.
DAMIT!
i missed it.
:c

you've told me enough.you've promised me something i would never forget.
the promise that you would wait for my answer.
the promise that you would never ever leave me any where.

and there i was believing every shit you've promised.
just to tell you,
i've hold onto that promise 'till now.

now where did you put that promise you gave me?
gave it to another pretty girl?
i told you i wouldn't just believe in text messages.

i wasnt insecure 'till i saw her picture.
you were evil,satan,

YOU'RE ALL THE SAME!

see?
you never even had the chance to see me
now i know,
because you were seeing another one!

and then poof!
you're gone.
only to find out you have someone right now.
i've been waiting every night for your texts,your missed calls.
Also been waiting for you on ym.

i missed the times that we never had.
what happened to us,we were almost there.

i thought just that time that you're different from every man i've met.
there was no difference at all!

WAS IT MY FAULT?
believing you?
making you wait ?
thats why you got bored waiting and courted another girl?

you were never sincere
you were never true of your feelings
you were unsure

and the pain runs deep.

is it too late then?
to tell you i also loved you?

i miss you

kyle