Tuesday, September 8, 2009
temporary feeling.
I KNOW ITS JUST TEMPORARY.
I DONT WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME.
WHY HAVE I FELL FOR YOU?
WHY HAVE I FELL FOR THE WRONG ONE?
YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW.
YEA I KNOW YOU DONT OWN EACH OTHER BUT YOU DO LOVE EACH OTHER.
AND I DONT WANNA GET JEALOUS BECAUSE OF THAT..
IM HAPPY WHEN IM WITH YOU.
FIENING FOR YOU.
WANT TO BE WITH YOU EVERY MINUTE EVERY DAY.
UNTIL WHEN?
HOW?
HOW AND WHEN WILL I WAKE UP FROM THIS DREAM.
ITS SUCH A SWEET ESCAPE.
TILL WHEN WILL I REALIZE?
Friday, August 21, 2009
LADY GAGA VS. ROISIN MURPHY
Lady Gaga Vs. Roisin Murphy - Spot The Difference
It's the pop scandal of the century. Or, more accurately, it's the Twitter-trending topic of the past 20 minutes: Did Lady Gaga steal her look from Irish electro ice-maiden Roisin Murphy?
Yes she did, according to Murphy herself, who told Irish Central: "Lady Gaga is just a poor imitation of me. She has copied my style."
And the pictures, courtesy of Idolator, would seem to bear her claims out:
Thing is, Lady Gaga is far from the only musician to take visual clues from someone else. Manic Street Preachers started out aping the Clash, with their slogan T-shirts. Coldplay nicked their French revolutionary jackets from the Sgt. Pepper sleeve (via Arcade Fire). Elvis Presley pinched his "jumpsuit-era" look from comic book hero Captain Marvel Jr.
Neither is Gaga the first musician to come over all stalkerish in her commitment to aping another artist. Kasabian's Tom Meighan would clearly kill to be Liam Gallagher. Brandon Flowers flits between wanting to be Bruce Springsteen and wanting to be the Pet Shop Boys' Neil Tennant. In La Roux's head, she's a cross between Annie Lennox and Adam Ant.
What other musical wannabes are there...?
Friday, August 14, 2009
STOP ME!
grrr
but each time i try it gets harder deep inside.
i cant stop myself.can i?
dont wanna go near you,
afraid i might fall,
deep,soo deep.
that i mnight hurt myself again and again.
please stop me!
Friday, August 7, 2009
not excited.
IM NOT EXCITED.
I DONT WANNA GET ACQUAINTED.
BUT MY FRIENDS ARE COMING,
SO SHOULD I!
AND SO SHOULD I FOR THE POINTS Xd
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
I DONT..
dont force me.
i dont want this heart to beat ever again,
but it keeps on resisting.
i dont wanna feel hurt all over
again.
i dont wanna come closer to you,
afraid i might fall for you.
im not sure about this feeling
but it keeps on haunting me.
i dont care about your flaws,
i dont care about the 'negatives' in your life.
i dont know what im saying but i think,
i just think,
im starting to fall.
and i dont want to fall hard.
coz i know i'll just hurt myself.
i know i'll hit myself hard on the ground.
i know there's something behind your eyes.
i know a meaning lies every time our eyes meet.
tell me am i illusioning?
am i wanting you to fall for me too?
NO I DONT WANNA FALL IN LOVE FOR THE 4TH TIME.
the hurt would last for a lifetime.
i sensed it you like someone else.
why am i jealous?
why do i act this way?
does it mean i've fallen?
I DONT WANT TO.
NOT ANYMORE.
Friday, July 10, 2009
hurt
its just that she has been a friend of mine for a year or 2 if she didnt replace me over someone else.
i was hurt,not for a moment but for a lifetime till it heals.
i was jealous
damn me!
stupid me!
idiot me!
i never really realized it till i saw her eyes not happy with who she's with.
i know, i can feel it.
im never numb.it was all pretend.
not to feel something?
it was not that easy.
DAMN I MISS HER!
i miss it when we're together,
laughing,
cracking out jokes,
telling each other secrets,swearing not to tell it to anyone til we die.
wouldn't that be great?
but hey!i still have lots of friends.
friends who'd never leave me.they're the kind of people whom i dont want to give up.no!
:))
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Perfect Skin Do's and Dont's
"What spirit is so empty and blind, that it cannot recognize the fact that the foot is more noble than the shoe, and skin more beautiful that the garment with which it is clothed?" -- Buonarroti Michelangelo
5 Dos and 5 Don’ts to Help Slow the Aging Skin Process
Maybe you're in your 20s or early 30s and you think you can't possibly have (gulp) aging skin yet. Well, you're wrong. Your skin's 'youthfulness' has less to do with age than how it's been treated, so if exposed to sun, smoke and stress, your skin will start ‘acting old,’ losing collagen, glow and elasticity. Lines will develop and pores can seem more pronounced. It's easier to prevent damage than to repair it but the good news is you CAN reverse skin damage.
Here are 5 dos and 5 don’ts to help slow down and reverse the aging process and leave your skin glowing at any age.
- Do stop smoking. Ever notice the skin of a lifelong smoker? It can appear wrinkly like a squashed paper bag. The fact is, smoking is the 2nd biggest cause of skin damage after sun exposure. Why? Nicotine constricts blood vessels and decreases the flow of oxygen to the skin. Not good things.
- Do use an AHA or BHA (also known as retinols) every day. A daily application of a one percent prescription retinoid lotion (such as Retin-A or even better, Tazorac) can erase years from your face. AHAs used properly not only take off lots of dead skin, but can seem to take 10 years off as well by reducing fine lines. (Keep in mind these products do NOT shrink pores. Your pore size is completely hereditary, so don't believe promises of permanent reduction). Over-the-counter options such as RoC Deep Wrinkle Night Cream (see compare link below to buy) are good, but prescription creams work the best. Extra tip: You must stay out of the sun if you use retinoids. You are extra-susceptible to sunburns.
- Do exfoliate once a week. Choose a formulation that's best for your skin type. Chemical exfoliators (glycolic or salicylic acid) are best for oily or combo skin, while scrubs found in microdermabrasives work best for sensitive skin. Some tried-and-true products we love include Dr. Brandt Microdermabrasion in a Jar:
or Lancome Resurface C Microdermabrasion
- Do use an eye cream daily. Eyes are one of the first places to show aging. The skin around the eyes is extra thin so you'll want to protect it from the sun with eye cream with SPF. A great one is: Clarins Eye Contour Care SPF30.
Or try Neutrogena Healthy Defense SPF 30 Eye Cream: - Do invest and ingest antioxidants. 'Antioxidants' is a huge word in aging prevention. A huge proponent of antioxidants (found in green teas and beta carotene) is dermatologist Leslie Baumann, MD. To get the best possible protection against free-radical damage, Baumann suggests in Elle magazine that you take both oral and topical antioxidants. Get antioxidants in pill form by taking Heliocare vitamins.
Baumann also suggests less-expensive Olay Vitamins Total Effects Beautiful Skin and Wellness vitamins:
You saw the 5 'dos' for perfect skin care. Now here are 5 don'ts:
Extra tip: Moisturizers are best used on damp skin. They lock the moisture in. Gross doesn't use tap water when washing skin because of harsh minerals found in many city water sources. Instead, he rinses off with Evian water.
One word of warning: Once you start an anti-aging regimen, you have to keep it up. The effects of acid peels, AHAs, moisturizers -- all the anti-aging products that remove dead skin cells and make skin look plumper -- won't last forever. You have to maintain them.
Want more information on anti-aging? Try these books from the dermatologists mentioned in this article.
Sunday, June 7, 2009
WHY NOT TO WEAR SKINNY JEANS

Shopbop
Do you ever feel a numb, pins-and-needles tingling feeling along your thigh? Do you get a weird burning or itching sensation down your upper leg? This condition is caused by constant pressure cutting off the lateral femoral cutaneous nerve.
According to this MSNBC story, one skinny jean wearer, Parmeeta Ghoman, went to her doctor because it felt like she was "floating" and she couldn't feel her legs. “It felt really strange — it felt like my leg had gone to sleep,” says Ghoman. Another woman from this CBS report said her jean pain was so bad that her doctor now has her taking anti-seizure medicine to control her symptoms.
While sufferers of this condition are typically construction workers, police officers who wear heavy belts, pregnant women, or obese people, experts say increasing levels of young, healthy women have experienced the symptoms because of their skinny jeans.
Luckily, the damage is usually not permanent. Chiropractic physician Dr. William Madosky told MSNBC, "The key is, you remove the pressure, and the nerve regenerates.” Also, he adds that you should avoid wearing these jeans with high heels, since it can make the situation worse by forcing you to tilt your pelvis forward and adding more pressure on the nerve.
And of course, if you're experiencing this kind of pain, you should consult your own doctor right away and stop wearing those tight trousers!Have you ever experienced any of these tingly thigh feelings from wearing your tight jeans? Would you stop wearing them if they caused discomfort, or do you stick to wearing what looks good (skinny jeans, stilettos, etc) no matter what the pain? [MSNBC] [CBS5.com]
have faith in me
Have faith in me
'Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem.
I said I'd never let you go and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again
I've gone crazy
'Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend its alright and stay in for the night
What a world
I'll keep you safe here with me
They've got me on the outside looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on our shoulders
They just wanna see me fall
Have faith in me
Monday, June 1, 2009
The Best and Worst Hairstyles for Your Face Shape.

Simple lines with as little volume at the sides as possible, like this simple mid-length bob, are the best choice for round faces. Ginnifer Goodwin gets it right.

This center part emphasizes a full forehead, and the volume at the sides widens the cheeks. Clarkson would look much slimmer with volume at the crown and sleek sides.

The most famous square face in the world knows to keep the hair soft and flowing, with volume only at the crown. While hair should be sleek, it shouldn't hug the face and flatten its contours.

Heavy bangs typically exaggerate a square face shape. Pulling the rest of the hair back makes Jessica Alba's face look even more square, flat and ungraceful.

When you're blessed with a symmetrical oval face, you should show it off. Halle Berry's simple feminine updo lets her face do the talking.

Compared with her simple updo, this tousled, face-hugging style with a lot going on manages to make even one of the world's most beautiful oval faces look ordinary.

A heart-shaped face like Christina Ricci's can look like a work of art with the right hairstyle like this simple bob. Keep the bangs narrow (width-wise) in order to minimize a broad forehead. Length should be chin-length or longer with no volume on the sides.

Heart-shaped faces should avoid styles that emphasize a bare forehead and open up at the sides, emphasizing the width of the face. All you see here is Ricci's forehead. We think Christina should stick with the bangs.

A diamond face is an oval with angles. Almost any style works for this shape, but soft draping bangs and gentle sweeping lines are great for countering the shape's sharp angles. This bob is one of Rihanna's best looks.

Diamond shapes should stick with graceful, flowing styles that avoid volume at the top and sides. This look is all top volume, which gives Rihanna a bit of a "Conehead" look.

The oblong shape is possibly the most challenging face shape to style. Kelly Rowland gets it right with long side-swept bangs and volume at the sides, which together work to create the illusion of facial fullness while minimizing face length.

While bangs can work for oblong shapes, they should be soft and preferably angled to help create the illusion of roundness. Stick-straight bangs with stick-straight sides just flatten and further elongate Liv Tyler's face in this photo.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
I DONT NEED.

I END UP BEING FREE.
I DONT NEED A MAN TO MAKE ME FEEL GOOD
I GET UP DOING MY THING.
I DONT NEED A RING AROUND MY FINGER
TO MAKE ME FEEL COMPLETE
SO LET ME BREAK IT DOWN.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
IT WAS JUST ANOTHER BLADE TO TWIST IN MY HEART.
i will never forget the times we were okay.
the time you were telling me everything you liked about me.
the times i've received text messages from you.
the sleepless nights texting with each other.
the way you woke me up every 12 in the midnight with just a text.
the way i alarmed my phone just so i can wake up cause i know when i open myu eyes i can see your name in my inbox.
DAMIT!
i missed it.
:c
you've told me enough.you've promised me something i would never forget.
the promise that you would wait for my answer.
the promise that you would never ever leave me any where.
and there i was believing every shit you've promised.
just to tell you,
i've hold onto that promise 'till now.
now where did you put that promise you gave me?
gave it to another pretty girl?
i told you i wouldn't just believe in text messages.
i wasnt insecure 'till i saw her picture.
you were evil,satan,
YOU'RE ALL THE SAME!
see?
you never even had the chance to see me
now i know,
because you were seeing another one!
and then poof!
you're gone.
only to find out you have someone right now.
i've been waiting every night for your texts,your missed calls.
Also been waiting for you on ym.
i missed the times that we never had.
what happened to us,we were almost there.
i thought just that time that you're different from every man i've met.
there was no difference at all!
WAS IT MY FAULT?
believing you?
making you wait ?
thats why you got bored waiting and courted another girl?
you were never sincere
you were never true of your feelings
you were unsure
and the pain runs deep.
is it too late then?
to tell you i also loved you?
i miss you
SMILE
Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned
Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love
Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i
Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head
Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing
Me
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i
Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la
from my multiply :)
The ones who waited all night for him to text or message in YM. The ones who made it
through that bitter hanging feeling, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to
have him walk back in months later like nothing ever happened.
We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that
maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even
thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around
to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started
this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted
nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were
bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we
were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over
again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears
cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he
couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves
to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to
SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for
the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say
that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might
be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great
girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last
time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder "what if". The
ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said
that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it.
This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.
that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were
going too fast, he needs time." Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how
stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces
again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear
of an "I told you so." The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake
ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again. We knew that we
deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call where he said he was
going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care
about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY
realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart
again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into
anger, then disappointment. Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve
better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing
more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong, and
remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather
than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how
long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the
radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made
and tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer
the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears,
the wasted moments and staying up all night
phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach
when you saw it wasn't him. One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he
won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy
that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap!
And it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell
back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.
Just remember that in time, it will heal...Just dance with the music, whether it goes too slow or too fast.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
ALMOST.

How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
(sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you
I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)
Saturday, May 16, 2009
no, you cant play on broken strings.

It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything
When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
-Nelly Furtado and James Morrison-
Friday, May 15, 2009
take me AWAY.
But i think it's time to go
I didn't want to believe it
But now i know
You know who just walked in
And he didn't come alone
I can't stand to see this
Get me home
Take me away
I'm gonna hurt somebody
Take me away right now
How could he say
(How could she say)
She wanted more
You better
Take me away
(Take me away)
Right now
I thought he was perfect
he thought I was perfect too
Perfect until he found someone new
Now I'm stuck here watching him
I can't take this abuse
What does this girl do that I can't do?
Take me away
(Take take me away)
I'm gonna hurt somebody
Take me away
(Take take me away)
Right now
How could he say
(How could he say)
he wanted more
You better
Take me away
(Take me away)
Right now
Whoa...
Take me away
(Take take me away)
I'm gonna hurt somebody
Take me away
(Take take me away)
Right now
How could he say
(How could he say)
She wanted more
You better
Take me away
(Take me away)
Right now
Take me away
Oh...
Take me away
(Take me away)
Right now
How could he say
(How could he say)
he wanted more
You better
Take me away
(Take me away)
Right now
Right now
NO WAY!

there'll never be another someone
who'd do me this kind of hurt i felt inside.
So much for all those promises you've told.
So much for those puppy-love feeling,
I've had enough!
I thought he was perfect,
he thought I was too.
But then,some things change.
Things change into something worse.
Worse than i could ever imagine.
How 'bout those promises?
Dont tell me those damn excuses over and over again.
I thought you were different,
but then at second thought,
you never were
cant keep promises huh?
EAT IT!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
no greater Love than this.

You knew my ev’ry breath.
Before I found my way,
You knew my ev’ry step.
Before I knew everything that I need,
You gave it all to me.
No greater love than this…
That You should lay down Your life
For someone such as me;
I’d spend a lifetime wondering why.
The Beauty of Heaven
Is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greater love than this.
I never understood
How merciful Love could be,
Until I felt His Flame
Light every part of me
And I would give everything that I am
’Cause I have been saved;
Yes, I have been saved!
No greater love than this…
That You should lay down Your life
For someone such as me;
I’d spend a lifetime wondering why.
The Beauty of Heaven
Is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greater love.
The Beauty of Heaven
Is here in my heart
And I know there can be
No greater love...
For someone such as me.
No greater love...than this.