Friday, November 6, 2009


Tuesday, September 8, 2009

temporary feeling.

THIS HURT I FEEL
I KNOW ITS JUST TEMPORARY.
I DONT WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY FOR A LONG TIME.

WHY HAVE I FELL FOR YOU?
WHY HAVE I FELL FOR THE WRONG ONE?

YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW.
YEA I KNOW YOU DONT OWN EACH OTHER BUT YOU DO LOVE EACH OTHER.
AND I DONT WANNA GET JEALOUS BECAUSE OF THAT..

IM HAPPY WHEN IM WITH YOU.
FIENING FOR YOU.
WANT TO BE WITH YOU EVERY MINUTE EVERY DAY.

UNTIL WHEN?
HOW?
HOW AND WHEN WILL I WAKE UP FROM THIS DREAM.
ITS SUCH A SWEET ESCAPE.

TILL WHEN WILL I REALIZE?

Friday, August 21, 2009

LADY GAGA VS. ROISIN MURPHY

Lady Gaga Vs. Roisin Murphy - Spot The Difference

Posted Thu Aug 20, 2009 10:42am PDT by Luke Lewis in The NME Blog

It's the pop scandal of the century. Or, more accurately, it's the Twitter-trending topic of the past 20 minutes: Did Lady Gaga steal her look from Irish electro ice-maiden Roisin Murphy?

Yes she did, according to Murphy herself, who told Irish Central: "Lady Gaga is just a poor imitation of me. She has copied my style."

And the pictures, courtesy of Idolator, would seem to bear her claims out:

Thing is, Lady Gaga is far from the only musician to take visual clues from someone else. Manic Street Preachers started out aping the Clash, with their slogan T-shirts. Coldplay nicked their French revolutionary jackets from the Sgt. Pepper sleeve (via Arcade Fire). Elvis Presley pinched his "jumpsuit-era" look from comic book hero Captain Marvel Jr.

Neither is Gaga the first musician to come over all stalkerish in her commitment to aping another artist. Kasabian's Tom Meighan would clearly kill to be Liam Gallagher. Brandon Flowers flits between wanting to be Bruce Springsteen and wanting to be the Pet Shop Boys' Neil Tennant. In La Roux's head, she's a cross between Annie Lennox and Adam Ant.

What other musical wannabes are there...?

Friday, August 14, 2009

STOP ME!

i dont wanna fall in love
grrr
but each time i try it gets harder deep inside.
i cant stop myself.can i?
dont wanna go near you,
afraid i might fall,
deep,soo deep.
that i mnight hurt myself again and again.
please stop me!

Friday, August 7, 2009

not excited.

I DONT WANNA GO.
IM NOT EXCITED.
I DONT WANNA GET ACQUAINTED.
BUT MY FRIENDS ARE COMING,
SO SHOULD I!
AND SO SHOULD I FOR THE POINTS Xd

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I DONT..

i dont wanna fall in love.
dont force me.

i dont want this heart to beat ever again,
but it keeps on resisting.

i dont wanna feel hurt all over
again.

i dont wanna come closer to you,
afraid i might fall for you.

im not sure about this feeling
but it keeps on haunting me.

i dont care about your flaws,
i dont care about the 'negatives' in your life.

i dont know what im saying but i think,
i just think,
im starting to fall.
and i dont want to fall hard.
coz i know i'll just hurt myself.
i know i'll hit myself hard on the ground.

i know there's something behind your eyes.
i know a meaning lies every time our eyes meet.

tell me am i illusioning?
am i wanting you to fall for me too?
NO I DONT WANNA FALL IN LOVE FOR THE 4TH TIME.
the hurt would last for a lifetime.

i sensed it you like someone else.
why am i jealous?
why do i act this way?
does it mean i've fallen?

I DONT WANT TO.
NOT ANYMORE.

Friday, July 10, 2009

hurt

missin a friend hurts more than missin a lover.
its just that she has been a friend of mine for a year or 2 if she didnt replace me over someone else.
i was hurt,not for a moment but for a lifetime till it heals.
i was jealous
damn me!
stupid me!
idiot me!
i never really realized it till i saw her eyes not happy with who she's with.
i know, i can feel it.
im never numb.it was all pretend.
not to feel something?
it was not that easy.
DAMN I MISS HER!
i miss it when we're together,
laughing,
cracking out jokes,
telling each other secrets,swearing not to tell it to anyone til we die.

wouldn't that be great?
but hey!i still have lots of friends.
friends who'd never leave me.they're the kind of people whom i dont want to give up.no!
:))



Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Perfect Skin Do's and Dont's

"What spirit is so empty and blind, that it cannot recognize the fact that the foot is more noble than the shoe, and skin more beautiful that the garment with which it is clothed?" -- Buonarroti Michelangelo

5 Dos and 5 Don’ts to Help Slow the Aging Skin Process

Maybe you're in your 20s or early 30s and you think you can't possibly have (gulp) aging skin yet. Well, you're wrong. Your skin's 'youthfulness' has less to do with age than how it's been treated, so if exposed to sun, smoke and stress, your skin will start ‘acting old,’ losing collagen, glow and elasticity. Lines will develop and pores can seem more pronounced. It's easier to prevent damage than to repair it but the good news is you CAN reverse skin damage.

Here are 5 dos and 5 don’ts to help slow down and reverse the aging process and leave your skin glowing at any age.

  • Do stop smoking. Ever notice the skin of a lifelong smoker? It can appear wrinkly like a squashed paper bag. The fact is, smoking is the 2nd biggest cause of skin damage after sun exposure. Why? Nicotine constricts blood vessels and decreases the flow of oxygen to the skin. Not good things.

  • Do use an AHA or BHA (also known as retinols) every day. A daily application of a one percent prescription retinoid lotion (such as Retin-A or even better, Tazorac) can erase years from your face. AHAs used properly not only take off lots of dead skin, but can seem to take 10 years off as well by reducing fine lines. (Keep in mind these products do NOT shrink pores. Your pore size is completely hereditary, so don't believe promises of permanent reduction). Over-the-counter options such as RoC Deep Wrinkle Night Cream (see compare link below to buy) are good, but prescription creams work the best. Extra tip: You must stay out of the sun if you use retinoids. You are extra-susceptible to sunburns.


  • Do exfoliate once a week. Choose a formulation that's best for your skin type. Chemical exfoliators (glycolic or salicylic acid) are best for oily or combo skin, while scrubs found in microdermabrasives work best for sensitive skin. Some tried-and-true products we love include Dr. Brandt Microdermabrasion in a Jar:
    or Lancome Resurface C Microdermabrasion


  • Do use an eye cream daily. Eyes are one of the first places to show aging. The skin around the eyes is extra thin so you'll want to protect it from the sun with eye cream with SPF. A great one is: Clarins Eye Contour Care SPF30.

    Or try Neutrogena Healthy Defense SPF 30 Eye Cream:



  • Do invest and ingest antioxidants. 'Antioxidants' is a huge word in aging prevention. A huge proponent of antioxidants (found in green teas and beta carotene) is dermatologist Leslie Baumann, MD. To get the best possible protection against free-radical damage, Baumann suggests in Elle magazine that you take both oral and topical antioxidants. Get antioxidants in pill form by taking Heliocare vitamins.


    Baumann also suggests less-expensive Olay Vitamins Total Effects Beautiful Skin and Wellness vitamins:


You saw the 5 'dos' for perfect skin care. Now here are 5 don'ts:

  • Don’t pull and rub your skin. Aging skin has been under attack by UV rays, stress and carbon monoxide so don't stress it more by pulling on it.

  • Don’t forget to moisturize. While it's a myth that wrinkles are caused by dry skin, moisturizing can improve the appearance of lines by temporarily plumping them up. Dennis Gross, MD, the creator of MD Skincare, swears by lotions that contain ultrahydrating hyaluronic acid and essential fatty acids (also known as EFAs). Look for these in Gross's MD Skincare Auto-Balancing Moisture Sunscreen SPF 10:



    Extra tip: Moisturizers are best used on damp skin. They lock the moisture in. Gross doesn't use tap water when washing skin because of harsh minerals found in many city water sources. Instead, he rinses off with Evian water.

  • Don’t ignore your neck and chest. The neck and chest are first to show the signs of aging (they have fewer oil glands than the rest of your body), yet most of us ignore them. Look for moisturizers that have age-fighting ingredients like vitamin A (retinols), kinetin, copper or vitamin C.

  • Don’t forget the sunscreen. This is a no-brainer. You’ve had it ingrained in your head since youth, but seriously, even in winter it can take just 20 minutes of unprotected sun exposure to damage the skin. Here's a list of great sunscreens, including what I believe to be the best sunscreen in the world. By the way, it's a MYTH that 80 percent of your lifetime sun damage occurs before age 18, according to the April, 2006, issue of O Magazine. Katie Rodan, MD, adjunct professor of dermatology at Stanford University School of Medicine, says in O that this myth stands officially debunked and studies indicate we get only 23 percent of total UV exposure by age 18. Of course it gets worse as we age. So you CAN prevent sun-induced aging by wearing sunscreen.

  • Don’t tan. Even if wrinkles haven't shown up yet, you need to stop tanning now because they will. Once signs of aging appears, you'll be spending a lot of money to reverse it. So if you do have sun damage? You can reverse the damage with photorejuvenation such as pulsed light treatments. Many spas and dermatologists provide these pricey fixes.

    One word of warning: Once you start an anti-aging regimen, you have to keep it up. The effects of acid peels, AHAs, moisturizers -- all the anti-aging products that remove dead skin cells and make skin look plumper -- won't last forever. You have to maintain them.

    Want more information on anti-aging? Try these books from the dermatologists mentioned in this article.
  • Sunday, June 7, 2009

    WHY NOT TO WEAR SKINNY JEANS

    Shopbop

    Shopbop

    Many of us like the way skinny jeans look, but there's no debate about their comfort level. Looser fitting denim styles, trousers, or leggings are preferable, and if you were looking for an excuse to stash your tight jeans, here's a health reason: Doctors say increasing numbers of women are coming to them with meralgia paresthetica.

    Do you ever feel a numb, pins-and-needles tingling feeling along your thigh? Do you get a weird burning or itching sensation down your upper leg? This condition is caused by constant pressure cutting off the lateral femoral cutaneous nerve.

    According to this MSNBC story, one skinny jean wearer, Parmeeta Ghoman, went to her doctor because it felt like she was "floating" and she couldn't feel her legs. “It felt really strange — it felt like my leg had gone to sleep,” says Ghoman. Another woman from this CBS report said her jean pain was so bad that her doctor now has her taking anti-seizure medicine to control her symptoms.

    While sufferers of this condition are typically construction workers, police officers who wear heavy belts, pregnant women, or obese people, experts say increasing levels of young, healthy women have experienced the symptoms because of their skinny jeans.

    Luckily, the damage is usually not permanent. Chiropractic physician Dr. William Madosky told MSNBC, "The key is, you remove the pressure, and the nerve regenerates.” Also, he adds that you should avoid wearing these jeans with high heels, since it can make the situation worse by forcing you to tilt your pelvis forward and adding more pressure on the nerve.

    And of course, if you're experiencing this kind of pain, you should consult your own doctor right away and stop wearing those tight trousers!

    Have you ever experienced any of these tingly thigh feelings from wearing your tight jeans? Would you stop wearing them if they caused discomfort, or do you stick to wearing what looks good (skinny jeans, stilettos, etc) no matter what the pain? [MSNBC] [CBS5.com]

    have faith in me

    Have faith in me
    'Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
    So cling to what you know and never let go
    You should know things aren't always what they seem.

    I said I'd never let you go and I never did
    I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
    If you didn't have this chance then I never did
    You'll always find me right there, again

    I've gone crazy
    'Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
    So we'll pretend its alright and stay in for the night
    What a world
    I'll keep you safe here with me


    They've got me on the outside looking in
    But I can't see at all
    With the weight of the world on our shoulders
    They just wanna see me fall


    Have faith in me



    Monday, June 1, 2009

    The Best and Worst Hairstyles for Your Face Shape.

    At least now I know better. But what about you? Do you know what hairstyle best suits your face? Check out the pics below to find out.




    Round face: the best
    Simple lines with as little volume at the sides as possible, like this simple mid-length bob, are the best choice for round faces. Ginnifer Goodwin gets it right.











    Round face: the worst
    This center part emphasizes a full forehead, and the volume at the sides widens the cheeks. Clarkson would look much slimmer with volume at the crown and sleek sides.










    Square face: the best
    The most famous square face in the world knows to keep the hair soft and flowing, with volume only at the crown. While hair should be sleek, it shouldn't hug the face and flatten its contours.










    Square face: the worst
    Heavy bangs typically exaggerate a square face shape. Pulling the rest of the hair back makes Jessica Alba's face look even more square, flat and ungraceful.











    Oval face: the best
    When you're blessed with a symmetrical oval face, you should show it off. Halle Berry's simple feminine updo lets her face do the talking.










    Oval face: the worst
    Compared with her simple updo, this tousled, face-hugging style with a lot going on manages to make even one of the world's most beautiful oval faces look ordinary.






    Heart face: the best
    A heart-shaped face like Christina Ricci's can look like a work of art with the right hairstyle like this simple bob. Keep the bangs narrow (width-wise) in order to minimize a broad forehead. Length should be chin-length or longer with no volume on the sides.









    Heart face: the worst
    Heart-shaped faces should avoid styles that emphasize a bare forehead and open up at the sides, emphasizing the width of the face. All you see here is Ricci's forehead. We think Christina should stick with the bangs.









    Diamond face: the best
    A diamond face is an oval with angles. Almost any style works for this shape, but soft draping bangs and gentle sweeping lines are great for countering the shape's sharp angles. This bob is one of Rihanna's best looks.









    Diamond face: the worst
    Diamond shapes should stick with graceful, flowing styles that avoid volume at the top and sides. This look is all top volume, which gives Rihanna a bit of a "Conehead" look.








    Oblong face: the best
    The oblong shape is possibly the most challenging face shape to style. Kelly Rowland gets it right with long side-swept bangs and volume at the sides, which together work to create the illusion of facial fullness while minimizing face length.









    Oblong face: the worst
    While bangs can work for oblong shapes, they should be soft and preferably angled to help create the illusion of roundness. Stick-straight bangs with stick-straight sides just flatten and further elongate Liv Tyler's face in this photo.





    Thursday, May 28, 2009

    networks.

    Friday, May 22, 2009

    I DONT NEED.




    I DONT NEED A MAN TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
    I END UP BEING FREE.
    I DONT NEED A MAN TO MAKE ME FEEL GOOD
    I GET UP DOING MY THING.
    I DONT NEED A RING AROUND MY FINGER
    TO MAKE ME FEEL COMPLETE
    SO LET ME BREAK IT DOWN.

    lonelyhart: "dance of life"

    lonelyhart: "dance of life"

    Thursday, May 21, 2009

    Tyra Banks



    yea yea yea
    I idolize her so much.
    you know,if only i was a guy,
    i'd have this big crush on her :D

    a day with joanne and kym.karoke.*sing*










    Wednesday, May 20, 2009

    IT WAS JUST ANOTHER BLADE TO TWIST IN MY HEART.

    it was just another blade to twist in my heart.

    i will never forget the times we were okay.
    the time you were telling me everything you liked about me.
    the times i've received text messages from you.
    the sleepless nights texting with each other.
    the way you woke me up every 12 in the midnight with just a text.
    the way i alarmed my phone just so i can wake up cause i know when i open myu eyes i can see your name in my inbox.
    DAMIT!
    i missed it.
    :c

    you've told me enough.you've promised me something i would never forget.
    the promise that you would wait for my answer.
    the promise that you would never ever leave me any where.

    and there i was believing every shit you've promised.
    just to tell you,
    i've hold onto that promise 'till now.

    now where did you put that promise you gave me?
    gave it to another pretty girl?
    i told you i wouldn't just believe in text messages.

    i wasnt insecure 'till i saw her picture.
    you were evil,satan,

    YOU'RE ALL THE SAME!

    see?
    you never even had the chance to see me
    now i know,
    because you were seeing another one!

    and then poof!
    you're gone.
    only to find out you have someone right now.
    i've been waiting every night for your texts,your missed calls.
    Also been waiting for you on ym.

    i missed the times that we never had.
    what happened to us,we were almost there.

    i thought just that time that you're different from every man i've met.
    there was no difference at all!

    WAS IT MY FAULT?
    believing you?
    making you wait ?
    thats why you got bored waiting and courted another girl?

    you were never sincere
    you were never true of your feelings
    you were unsure

    and the pain runs deep.

    is it too late then?
    to tell you i also loved you?

    i miss you
    kyle

    SMILE



    Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned
    Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love
    Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
    U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me


    So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
    Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
    Face...on my face singing, la la la


    Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i
    Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head
    Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz
    U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing
    Me


    So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
    Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
    Face...on my face oooh

    Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i
    Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to
    Sit around let myself go


    So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
    Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
    Face...on my face singing, la la la

    from my multiply :)

    Here's to all those girls who used to be his number one.

    The ones who waited all night for him to text or message in YM. The ones who made it

    through that
    bitter hanging feeling, dried your own tears, and moved on with your life, only to

    have him walk back in months later like nothing ever happened.



    We deserve something, and this is our tribute.


    Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that

    maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even

    thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, and even snuck around

    to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started

    this out thinking it would be just friends, and ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted

    nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were

    bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we

    were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over

    again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears

    cried and dried all over again.
    We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he

    couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.
    We trained ourselves

    to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.
    We learned to

    SETTLE for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.
    Here's for

    the ones who did their hair and make up and put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say

    that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might

    be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great

    girls, who loved him more than words can say, and took him back no matter what happened last

    time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day and wonder
    "what if". The

    ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said

    that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it.

    This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.



    This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, and get him to tell us

    that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were

    going too fast, he needs time." Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how

    stupid they felt.
    The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces

    again.
    This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear

    of an "I told you so."
    The ones that could just TELL that they had made a mistake

    ever allowing him into their hearts, and their dreams again.
    We knew that we

    deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call where he said he was

    going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care

    about us.
    We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that FINALLY

    realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart

    again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, and the tears that turned into

    anger, then disappointment.
    Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve

    better.
    This is for those confusing days, when you miss him, and want nothing

    more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.
    Stay strong, and

    remember that relationships are like broken glass, sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather

    than try to put the pieces back together and get hurt. Remember the times you cried, and how

    long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When "your song" comes on the

    radio, turn the station.
    When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made

    and tries calling, turn your phone off.
    When he tries coming to your house, don't answer

    the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation and the tears,

    the wasted moments and staying up all night



    wondering where the crap he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your

    phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, and how it fell to your stomach

    when you saw it wasn't him.
    One day, you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he

    won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy

    that you always ran back to, but you will. It's gonna hurt like crap!




    And it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. This is for those girls, who fell

    back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.




    Just remember that in time, it will heal...Just dance with the music, whether it goes too slow or too fast.

    Tuesday, May 19, 2009

    ALMOST.


    Can you tell me
    How can one miss what she's never had
    How could I reminisce when there is no past
    How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
    Could someone tell me how can this be
    How could my mind pull up incidents
    Recall dates and times that never happened
    How could we celebrate a love that's to late
    And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

    I missed the times that we almost shared
    I miss the love that was almost there
    I miss the times that we use to kiss
    At least in my dreams
    Just let me take the time and reminisce
    I miss the times that we never had
    What happened to us we were almost there
    Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
    Never almost had you

    I cannot believe I let you go
    Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
    I should've went out with you
    I should've made you my boo boy
    Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
    I should've went on a date
    Should've found a way to escape
    Should've turned a almost into
    If it happened now its to late
    How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
    And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel


    I missed the times that we almost shared
    I miss the love that was almost there
    I miss the times that we use to kiss
    At least in my dreams
    Just let me take the time and reminisce
    I miss the times that we never had
    What happened to us we were almost there
    Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
    Never almost had you

    (sometimes I wanna rub ya, some nights I wanna hug ya)
    And you seem to be the perfect one for me
    You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
    You're all that I ever wanted
    And you're my everything yes its true
    Boy its hard to be close to you
    My love
    I know it may sound crazy
    But I'm in love with you

    I missed the times that we almost shared
    I miss the love that was almost there
    I miss the times that we use to kiss
    At least in my dreams
    Just let me take the time and reminisce
    I miss the times that we never had
    What happened to us we were almost there
    Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
    Never almost had you

    I missed the times that we almost shared
    I miss the love that was almost there (sometimes I wanna rub ya)
    I miss the times that we use to kiss
    At least in my dreams
    Just let me take the time and reminisce (but tonight I wanna love ya)
    I miss the times that we never had
    What happened to us we were almost there
    Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
    Never, never almost had you (but tonight I wanna love ya)

    Saturday, May 16, 2009

    no, you cant play on broken strings.

    Let me hold you for the last time
    It's the last chance to feel again
    But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

    When I love you and so untrue
    I can't even convince myself
    When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

    Oh, it tears me up
    I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
    I tried to forgive but it's not enough
    To make it all okay

    You can't play our broken strings
    You can't feel anything
    That your heart don't want to feel
    I can't tell you something that ain't real

    Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
    How can I give anymore
    When I love you a little less than before?

    Oh, what are we doing?
    We are turning into dust
    Playing house in the ruins of us

    Running back through the fire
    When there's nothing left to say
    It's like chasing the very last train
    When it's too late, too late

    Oh, it tears me up
    I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
    I tried to forgive but it's not enough
    To make it all okay

    You can't play our broken strings
    You can't feel anything
    That your heart don't want to feel
    I can't tell you something that ain't real

    Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
    How can I give anymore
    When I love you a little less than before?

    But we're running through the fire
    When there's nothing left to say
    It's like chasing the very last train
    When we both know it's too late, too late

    You can't play our broken strings
    You can't feel anything
    That your heart don't want to feel
    I can't tell you something that ain't real

    Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
    So how can I give anymore
    When I love you a little less than before?
    Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

    Let me hold you for the last time
    It's the last chance to feel again

    -Nelly Furtado and James Morrison-

    my inaanak.




    Friday, May 15, 2009

    take me AWAY.

    I know we just got here
    But i think it's time to go
    I didn't want to believe it
    But now i know
    You know who just walked in
    And he didn't come alone
    I can't stand to see this
    Get me home

    Take me away
    I'm gonna hurt somebody
    Take me away right now
    How could he say
    (How could she say)
    She wanted more
    You better
    Take me away
    (Take me away)
    Right now

    I thought he was perfect
    he thought I was perfect too
    Perfect until he found someone new
    Now I'm stuck here watching him
    I can't take this abuse
    What does this girl do that I can't do?

    Take me away
    (Take take me away)
    I'm gonna hurt somebody
    Take me away
    (Take take me away)
    Right now
    How could he say
    (How could he say)
    he wanted more
    You better
    Take me away
    (Take me away)
    Right now
    Whoa...

    Take me away
    (Take take me away)
    I'm gonna hurt somebody
    Take me away
    (Take take me away)
    Right now
    How could he say
    (How could he say)
    She wanted more
    You better
    Take me away
    (Take me away)
    Right now

    Take me away
    Oh...
    Take me away
    (Take me away)
    Right now
    How could he say
    (How could he say)
    he wanted more
    You better
    Take me away
    (Take me away)
    Right now

    Right now

    NO WAY!


    Definitely,
    there'll never be another someone
    who'd do me this kind of hurt i felt inside.

    So much for all those promises you've told.
    So much for those puppy-love feeling,
    I've had enough!

    I thought he was perfect,
    he thought I was too.
    But then,some things change.
    Things change into something worse.
    Worse than i could ever imagine.

    How 'bout those promises?
    Dont tell me those damn excuses over and over again.
    I thought you were different,
    but then at second thought,
    you never were

    cant keep promises huh?
    EAT IT!

    Thursday, May 14, 2009

    no greater Love than this.


    Before I knew Your Name,
    You knew my ev’ry breath.
    Before I found my way,
    You knew my ev’ry step.
    Before I knew everything that I need,
    You gave it all to me.

    No greater love than this…
    That You should lay down Your life
    For someone such as me;
    I’d spend a lifetime wondering why.
    The Beauty of Heaven
    Is here in my heart
    And I know there can be
    No greater love than this.

    I never understood
    How merciful Love could be,
    Until I felt His Flame
    Light every part of me
    And I would give everything that I am
    ’Cause I have been saved;
    Yes, I have been saved!

    No greater love than this…
    That You should lay down Your life
    For someone such as me;
    I’d spend a lifetime wondering why.
    The Beauty of Heaven
    Is here in my heart
    And I know there can be
    No greater love.

    The Beauty of Heaven
    Is here in my heart
    And I know there can be
    No greater love...
    For someone such as me.
    No greater love...than this.